My Native Tongue

Anyone who has ever traveled to a foreign country where theirs is not the prevalent language, has probably noticed that they can hear their mother tongue spoken even across a crowded and noisy room. My ears are keener still, for I can hear my native tongue spoken from 4 blocks away! My native tongue is Bullshit. When, in the same foreign country, a native of that land tries to converse with you in your own language, you appreciate the effort, regardless of how clumsy their attempt may be. After a while, however, even the most polite traveler, may note that prolonged exposure to the butchering of their mother tongue tends to grate on one's ear. In this, I am no different. While I appreciate those of you who try to speak proper Bullshit to me, after successive clumsy attempts, it does offend my ear. For this reason, I shall try to confine my musings to English, but, should I occasionally lapse into my Native Tongue, please, bear with me and do not feel obliged to join me on a similar linguistic tangent. If this note offends you, you should probably leave now, before my thoughts on Religion and Politics cause you serious distress.

Tears and Rage

When I was a child I was taught of America. It was a Fabled Land where the milk and honey of Freedom ran in the streets, conceived by an idealistic people who, having felt themselves oppressed for so long, rose up and threw out their oppressors. It was born of a miracle of courage and determination that led landed gentry and peasant farmers, merchants and tradesmen, Protestants and Catholics to see beyond their personal differences, band together, and rise up as one, declaring to the world, "We will bear the yoke of tyranny no more!" And I believed. From the spacious skies to the amber waves of grain, I believed. I was fortunate enough to be able to travel this land from sea to shining sea, and I believed. Then I saw poverty and hunger. I saw ignorance and bigotry. I saw hatred. I asked how these could exist in such a glorious and just land, and, much like the boy who could not see the Emperor's New Clothes, I was shushed. So I did as I was told, and I was quiet. I did as I has been taught, and I believed. I still do. The words that will follow in this place do not evince any change in that belief. Rather, it is as a result of that belief that I feel compelled to write them now. If you have known something precious when it was bright and new, and then you see it tarnished and worn, even cast down in the mud and trampled upon, do you not weep to see its abuse and do everything in your power to lift it up and repair it as best you can? If you know that abuse to be deliberate, do you not feel rage? I see this Fabled Land, once a shining beacon in the night to the oppressed throughout the world, now tarnished and soiled. Her noble flag, woven of hope in the face of despair, and defended with the blood of her Heroes, that blessed Star Spangled Banner, I see now tattered and worn. I weep to see these abuses, and I would repair them. I see the sacred parchments of "We the People" and the precious ideals they espouse cast down in the mud and wantonly trampled. I see the very precepts upon which this nation was founded twisted and betrayed for personal gain, and I rage! This does not mean that my belief has been lessened. My Faith in this nation and that for which it once stood is stronger than ever. It is those things for which it has been made to stand that give me pause. It is the flagrant usurpation of individual freedoms, once held so dear, that move me to tears. It is the brazen betrayal of the public trust for political and financial gain which leads me to rage! I am not moved to such strong emotions by any weakening of my belief, but rather by its strength. I still believe. But I also still see, and, unlike that child who questioned so long ago, I will no longer be shushed. The Emperor has NO new clothes! In fact, he's stealing yours! These are my tears. This is my rage. Where, in the name of all that is right, and just, and decent, are yours?

Friday, January 18, 2008

Proven Wrong


As mentioned before, I spent most of my childhood in a small town in Virginia, and in many ways it was a beautiful place. In many ways it still is. But beneath the idyllic veneer, lurking in the shadows of quaint, colonial brickwork ran an undercurrent of ugliness not shown on any postcard. Bigotry. It was so ingrained, I was often amazed that the townspeople hadn't painted the streets white, so intense was their aversion to anything in “darker” tones.


The one theater in town restricted black patrons to entering by a back door, sitting only in the small balcony, purchasing snacks from a small window at the back of the concession stand (and only if there were no white patrons waiting), and, of course that “old southern standard”, separate bathrooms. By tacit agreement blacks patrons were unwelcome in most of the retail stores, all but one of the three grocers, ALL of the churches, and all of the restaurants, save a small (again back) window at the local Tasty Freeze. It was medieval.


In 1970 the schools were forcibly integrated, the student body became 76% black quite literally overnight. Some of the town even followed suit. A few gas stations, two restaurants, both grocers and the theater. For the rest of the businesses and ALL of the churches, it remained a monochromatic world. As a boy still unfamiliar with the depth of human ugliness, I thought it was getting better. I was wrong.


The main intersection of town was girded by two banks, one grocer, and a gas station. Behind one of these banks sat an old Victorian house that was the home of Emmett and Peggy Bryant. Emmett was a regular golfing buddy of my father, and he and his family, four daughters and one son, were regular guests at our house throughout my childhood. They were by no means wealthy, but they were happy. Until the 70's.


Shortly after the schools integrated, one of the older girls started secretly dating a black boy. Despite her parents' attempts to end the relationship, she persisted. Until she had to “go visit relatives out of town”, a euphemism of the day for being sent of to get an abortion. Upon her return, she resumed the relationship, and shortly thereafter one of her little sisters followed suit. Emmett had always been an outspoken bigot himself, and this was driving him insane, but his daughters refused to listen to what he called reason. In 1973 other members of the “community” decided to weigh in on the matter. They wore SHEETS!


Near midnight a mob of over thirty men arrived on the family's front lawn. They were all wearing sheets and pointed hoods, and they proceeded to erect a thirty foot high cross not ten feet from the front porch. While the Bryant family huddled in terror inside their home, the cross was set ablaze. I don't know which frightened Emmett most, the blazing cross so near his old frame house, the threats and obscenities shouted at his wife and children, or the fact that he could easily recognize many of the voices shouting as men he had known his whole life! I later asked my mother why the town police hadn't put a stop to it, after all this was right in the center of town. She sadly informed me that many of the town police were busy that night... WEARING SHEETS!


I had originally intended to write an informative piece about the “Jena 6”, six young black students in Louisiana whose recent persecution at the hands of a bigoted justice system reminded me of that blazing cross on Emmett's front lawn over thirty years ago. I even had the story finished and turned in to The Resident over two weeks early (a miracle not soon to be repeated). Since then, however, every single TV news network has run pieces on the situation, several articles have appeared in the papers, and a march of thousands in Jena, as well as similar marches throughout the nation, have at least brought the matter to everyone's attention. David Bowie even caught wind of it in England, and sent $10,000 to the legal defense fund set up for the six embattled youths! Way to go, Ziggy!


If you somehow STILL haven't heard, six young black men are being charged with felonies over a school brawl that stemmed from black students wanting to sit under a tree where ONLY white students traditionally sat. Shades of that old theater balcony for me. My original piece was titled, “For Evil to Triumph...” and it appears on my blog in it's entirety. At the time I wrote it, it seemed that Evil was going to triumph for Good men and women had done nothing. Since that time, however, I am proud to say that much of this nation has REFUSED to do nothing! Funds are pouring in to assist in the boys' defense and thousands are loudly protesting a justice system that either ignores or actively assists the persecution of minorities in this country. I sometimes wonder why they call it the human race, because it doesn't seem to go anywhere. Then people respond in this fashion, and I am proven wrong. My pessimism is one of the few areas in which I dearly LOVE to be proven wrong!


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We all have some prejudices. I myself have one, and I absolutely WILL NOT apologize for or be swayed from it. I HATE bigots! I consider human beings to be, for the most part, intelligent creatures, while I consider bigots, by way of their clinging to long outdated ignorance, to have voluntarily removed themselves from that group. You can either join in the race, or watch it pass you by, but THERE IS ONLY ONE RACE! THE HUMAN RACE!


Should you find such blatant hatred as abhorrent as I do, there is something you can do in your day to day life. When you hear the bigoted joke or comment, be it at work, a bar, or anywhere, DON'T just quietly ignore it. Speak out against it! SHAME THEM! It is the very least that such ugliness deserves. For many who hold such opinions are also convinced that most people around them quietly agree with them, so DON'T BE QUIET! Do not let such Evil persist simply because Good men and women do nothing.

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